Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Motherfucker

It was in barbie's cradle's yahoo group that started it all. I hve since held you in high respect, I even consider you one of my few friends whom I can relate, and who can relate to me. Even though we never met. I admire your decision to teach streetchildren which i even told you is very elemental but important for them to get out from their present haplessness. You are influential in my discovery of the wonders of the blog world. And to think we only correspond once in awhile, almost once a month, and dropping by just to say hellos and all. Or some life stuff like your marriage plan or my existential angst.
But that is all shattered this morning when i received a call from your fiance accussing me of harrsing you on the phone. That i even asked you to SOP. What is that, i asked your fiance, and it turned out it was sex on the phone. I was seething with rage of having been accused of such baseless and tasteless stuff that i immediately called you, and to my surprise, like life immitating surrealism, u told me twas last Friday or Monday that i -- Roy -- called you and made such adavnces over the phone.
What utter nonsense!!!! Friday and Saturday, i was in Bulacan with my family, and my house for that matter doesn't have a phone installed. Cell phone? - i have just lost my cell phone 2 weeks ago and yet to exhaust the 50 free text messages i got from my new SIM card.And its not in my personality to engage in such shameless acts. And to do that to a friend!
And that where it hurts. You just judged me and acccused and believed that i could do such thing. Whether somebody's pulling tricks on me or you're just pulling some trips, i don't care. What i care is my reputation. What i care is that u are not the person i thot u are. In fact u'r the exact opposite. What i care is that i'm losing my fate in the aristotelian philosophy that man isbasically good in nature. That even if how worse a man is, he has still good qualities instilled inside of him.
Yes you are indeed motherfucker.

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