Thursday, August 25, 2005

Passion For Reason : Mao, John Lennon and Che

Posted 02:27am (Mla time) Feb 18, 2005 By Raul PangalanganInquirer News Service Editor's Note: Published on page A14 of the February 18, 2005 issue of the Philippine Daily Inquirer


"MAO Tse Tung is the new Hello Kitty." I saw a law student wearing a T-shirt with a picture of Chairman Mao, and told him, wow, am I so happy that students still remember the Great Helmsman. And thus his nonchalant reply about a veritable icon, so wonderfully irreverent, so unthinkable during my student days.
That was a time when Mao was venerated, his words meditated upon like biblical passages. When he was quoted in campus propaganda, his words would be typed in bold font. Before computers were invented, that meant typing the same text twice over; overdo it and you risk ripping a hole in your Gestetner stencil paper (my students today must imagine the mimeo machine the way I think of Gutenberg's movable press).
It was the reign of the "grim and determined." I remember asking an older student activist if they liked John Lennon's "Imagine" (or for that matter, Simon and Garfunkel's "The Boxer," or Dylan's "Blowing in the Wind"). Surely Marx would have given his imprimatur
to the anguished anthems of the counter-culture. But no, the older student said something like: "Hindi siya angkop sa ating mala-piyudal at mala-kolonyal na situwasyon."
I wanted to say, "Right on," but he might label me part of a right-wing conspiracy. Surely he could not have objected to the lines: "Imagine no possessions...no need for greed or hunger, Imagine all the people sharing all the world." But he might have recoiled at the words: "Imagine there's no countries ... nothing to kill or die for...Imagine all the people living life in peace." Where would that leave the armed struggle for national liberation?
How I wished I could have shown him later biographies of Jiang Jing, the ultra-left Mrs. Mao, who was said to have a fondness in private for flowery dresses and boy-meets-girl movies but in public required her one billion subjects to wear the drab regulation tunic and watch only revolutionary operas of machine gun-toting cadres.
In contrast, while Mao's standing has declined, there is renewed interest in Ernesto "Che" Guevara, the Argentine-born doctor who joined hands with Fidel Castro, a law student at the University of Havana, in exporting revolution to other parts of Latin America (he was killed in a military encounter in Bolivia at the age of 39). Bookstores show new biographies and commentaries, and an Internet search yields a forthcoming movie "Diarios de moticicleta" (Motorcycle Diaries), about his famous journey upon his graduation from medical school through Latin America, supposedly a radicalizing moment in his life.
Why the new historic high for Che almost 40 years after his death? Allow me to venture an outsider's explanation. The Che revival, or at least the biographical revival of a dreamy Che, shows a romantic turn in our political life. After all, only Che is quoted speaking of such things as "love": "At the risk of seeming ridiculous, let me say that the true revolutionary is guided by a great feeling of love. .... Our vanguard revolutionaries must idealize this love of the people, the most sacred cause, and make it one and indivisible."
It heralds the decline of the old type of Leftism that searched for a single universal theory that can explain everything, much like Marxism or Maoism purported to provide all the answers, from physics to politics, from the political to the personal-and furnished the commissars to make sure you got it. Today their true believers remind me of the father in "My Big Fat Greek Wedding," who explained how all words have their root in Greek, including the Japanese word "kimono"!
It shows rather an inward turning, at seeing history in its more human scale. In that sense, the older reformers were anti-Marcos or anti-American, but were not anti-Establishment. Their aim was to seize state power, not transform it. They aimed to change the world, not themselves.
In contrast, the nonchalance of today's students, the Mao-is-the-new-Hello-Kitty attitude, is most welcome. They are not trapped into package-deal orthodoxies of whatever ideology. They are freed from the corresponding demand for total allegiance, and George W. Bush's attitude "either you're with us, or you're against us." They live out what John Reed, author of "Ten Days that Shook the World," said in his movie biography (and here I paraphrase): "If you ask us to give our selves to the revolution, first we must nourish the self that will be given." They realize that for them truly to humanize the world, first they must themselves be fully human. They are more attuned to the mystical Lennon who said: "Life is what happens while we're busy making other plans."
It shows the romanticism that is the legacy of people power. Therein lies its strength and its weakness. People power triumphs because it isn't "scientifically" programmed or programmable, and is at its most powerful when it is spontaneous and honest, when it is peopled by those moved by Che's "great feeling of love." It is most dangerous when it is conjured, engineered and manipulated by shadowy elites, engaged in what Recto called "political ventriloquism."
As a true "Lennonist," I close with his words: "You may say I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one. I hope someday you'll join us, and the world will live as one."

Requiem for the Captain

A wise old philosopher went to the village to preach the good news. He proclaimed his news loudly but no one would listen. Time passed and he continued to preach even louder but still no one listened. One day, a child asked, "Mister, why are you preaching even louder, don't you see it's pointless? No one is listening." The philosopher replied, "My child, at first I thought I could change them and so preached loudly. But now I am preaching even more loudly so they don't change me."

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Fusion

It was indeed extraordinary, like the intersection of two opposing poles. One is viewed as the harmony between man and his environment to the old but too archaic for the young. The other is seen with disdain and utter smorgasbord of noise by the old but for the young it is the uniformity in chaos, the complete self expression against the do-this-do-that status quo. Pick your choice or choose your pick. It doesn't matter, as what i witnessed last Friday was the complete fusion to create a truly work of art! I'm talking about ROCKESTRA. Amid the blistering guitar riffs of Cambio, Sandwich, Twisted Halo and all come the wail of the violins. Amid the utter seriousness of the sympony, the nonconfirmity of the rockers sneek in, like a flower growing from a torn down building. It was the ultimate high, the one that will remind you that there are indeed more important things to concern yourself. If there is reawakening, there is discovery as well. Most patent is that almost all of the songs were unfamiliar to the ears. Getting old sometimes is as same as depraving yourself of some important things -- because of lack of (productive) time. Another is i truly appreciates the wails of the violins (thanks for Vivaldi for showing me the way!). In fact more than the riffs of the guitars, nor the beats of the drums! Getting old? Or getting wiser and appreciative?
After Rockestra, my wife and I proceeded to Bluewave where, surporise, surprise, Kitchi Nadal was playing her tunes. Think about double whammy turned upside down! Kitchie is spectacular as well. With the crowds -- including us -- in hypnotic state, she lifted us some more enough to touch heavens and forget all about the malaise of the world, your world, our world. Just like having orgasm. An added bonus -- I glanced upon Barbie among the crowds! It did not end there. When we came home, another blissful experience floated in the air, like the aroma of a fres brewed cofee. The details i will just keep to myself.
Friday night was indeed special.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Yellow Ledbetter (Eddie Vedder)

Unsealed on a porch a letter sat.
Then you said, "I wanna leave it again."
Once I saw her on a beach of weathered sand. And on the sand I wanna leave it again. Yeah.
On a weekend I wanna wish it all away, yeah.
And they called and I said that "I want what I said" and then I call out again.
And the reason oughta' leave her calm, I know.
I said "I know what I wear not the boxer or the bag."

Ah yeah, can you see them out on the porch? Yeah, but they don't wave.
But I see them round the front way. Yeah.
And I know, and I know. I don't want to stay.Make me cry...

I see... Ooh I don't know why there's something else.
I wanna drum it all away...
Oh, I said, "I don't, I don't know whether I was the boxer or the bag."

Ah yeah, can you see them out on the porch? Yeah, but they don't wave.
But I see them round the front way. Yeah.
And I know, and I know. I don't wanna stay at all.
I don't wanna stay. Yeah.I don't wanna stay. (x2)

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Eclipse

All that you touch
All that you see
All that you taste
All you feel.
All that you love
All that you hate
All you distrust
All you save.
All that you give
All that you deal
All that you buy,Beg, borrow or steal.
All you create
All you destroy
All that you do
All that you say.
All that you eat
And everyone you meet
All that you slightAnd everyone you fight.
All that is nowAll that is gone
All that's to come
And everything under the sun is in tune
But the sun is eclipsed by the moon.


-- Pink Floyd

Friday, August 12, 2005

De Quiros Code

I first heard of Conrado de Quiros during my freshman days at UP. My fraternity brod, Chandler Ramas wrote regularly in the defunct The Daily Globe. He used to tell the frat during inuman sessions that he was fortunate enough that his column was placed below Conrad’s There’s the Rub. I thought then that either San Miguel Beer was getting over him or that Chandler wanted us to read his columns he was dropping somebody we don’t know to arouse our interest. What was my brod’s real intention, I was not able to get to know. What I know was when I read de Quiros articles – when he joined the PDI – I felt sorry I did not heed Chandler’s advice. De Quiros brought political writing to a literary level and brought literary writing into political territory. He was one gifted writer who I instantly identified with. He wrote honesty, integrity and plain simple living. One of his statements that stuck in my mind is -- “In a world of lies nothing is more subversive than telling the truth.” I don’t know if he still remembers this line, which he wrote around early 90’s. I followed his column religiously and even bought 2 of his compilations – Flowers from the Rubbles and dance of the Dunces. One old day, an old friend quipped that he was a Marcos ghostwriter, but I told her that I don’t care. What he wrote was great and am not interested in knowing his personal life, past, present, future. Some people have a lasting effect in you when they live in abstraction. My then girlfriend whom I will later wed also gave me Dead Aim as a birthday present. When my son was born I christened him Franz Kyros. Franz for the immortal Franz Kafka and Kyros, well, who else? One day, I bumped on his e-mail address and e-mailed him how I admired his writing that I even named my son after him. I did not get any response but contented to know in his later article that he was sorry he can’t reply to all those who e-mails him. Anyway, to veer away with this mushiness, below is an article Conrad wrote today, which I think is a must read.


There's The Rub : Crimes First posted 05:12am (Mla time) Aug 10, 2005 By Conrado de QuirosInquirer News Service Editor's Note: Published on Page A12 of the August 10, 2005 issue of the Philippine Daily Inquirer


I GOT an insight into the crime President Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo committed in the elections on my way to the University of the Philippines (UP) in Quezon City last Saturday. It was early morning and I was driving my son to the UP College Admission Test, or Upcat. The road leading to the Oblation told a story about the legions of Filipino kids who wanted a berth in arguably the best university in the country and unarguably the cheapest. Or of Filipino parents who desperately wanted to see their kids there. I was one of them.
Though it was just past 6 a.m., the road leading to the Oblation statue teemed with cars, taxis, jeepneys and kids walking along the sidewalks holding umbrellas aloft to fend off lashing rain. Traffic crawled. I reminded my son not without exaggerated drama how lucky he was to be at least riding in a car with a most solicitous father at the wheel. He laughed mirthfully. I added to this my near-obligatory parental exhortation for him to take his studies more seriously, money being hard to come by these days, and to make every centavo invested in improving his mind count. He laughed mirthfully even more.
Five hours later, I picked him up and asked him how the exam went. He said it was OK, except for the subject to which the building he took the exam in was dedicated: Math. I asked him when he would know the results, and he said that according to the exam officials it would only be in February next year.
And here's the part where Ms Arroyo comes in: The thought entered my mind that after a couple of months I could maybe call up some friends who were UP officials to ask them how my son fared. Every year, you hear parents complaining about why their children failed to make it to UP when their children reported to them having breezed through the exam. Every year, you hear parents wondering if some favoritism or discrimination creeps into the choice of who among the hundreds of thousands of youth across the country get to join the lucky few who enter academic heaven. So I thought maybe I should call up my friends so as, to paraphrase Ms Arroyo, to secure my son's grades.
The presidency and a place in UP may look like the difference between heaven and earth, but if that is so, then the heaven is not the presidency and the earth a place in UP. It is the other way around. Between acquiring power and acquiring knowledge, the more heavenly, or blissful, display of covetousness is to be found in the latter. That is the only thirst worth having, the thirst for knowledge. Not the thirst for power, though in some people that is truly beyond slaking. But easily a place in UP for one's kid takes on the proportion of winning the presidency, or indeed the lottery, for most parents in this country. It assures the best education for one's kid for five times less the price of education in an exclusive college. Of course, you won't be able to appreciate that if you can afford to stay in $20,000 suites in Las Vegas. But for most of us who live by honest toil, getting a kid to UP has "this way to paradise" written on the signposts.
I banished the thought from my mind immediately, however. I did not call up my friends, nor will I call up my friends, to know how my son fared in the Upcat for the most compelling reasons.
To be sure, if I had done so, or if I would do so, my sin would be infinitely less grave, or lethal, than Ms Arroyo's. One, there is no ban against calling up UP officials to inquire as to how your kid did in the entrance exams. There is only propriety to prevent you from doing it. But there is a very clear ban against a President calling up an official of the Commission on Elections to inquire on how one did in the elections. There is the law to stop you from doing that.
Two, my friends are not likely to construe my inquiry as an appeal for them to do something to improve my son's chances. And even if they did, they would not do it, they would reprove me for insinuating so. But former Election Commissioner Virgilio Garcillano, who proudly announces he learned his dirty tricks from Ferdinand Marcos' election hatchet man Leonie Perez, is a known blackguard. When Ms Arroyo called him up, it was with the clear understanding that he would undertake to improve Ms Arroyo's chances at the polls.
Three, I would not dream of asking them to change the scores. And they are not in a position to cheat anyway. Ms Arroyo did not just dream it, she did it. There is the tape to show the conversation was a totally dishonest one, a plot to defraud the voters. Garcillano was in a position to cheat, and did.
These monumental differences notwithstanding, I did not call up my UP friends, nor will I call them up, because it is simply not right to do so. Call it "delicadeza" [sense of propriety], call it decorum, call it a sense of right and wrong, call it all of the above, but one simply doesn't do these things. It is wrong, it is unfair, it is, however borderline, a form of cheating. It is unfair to the other parents who have no access to UP and cannot make the same requests. It is unfair to the other kids who, all other things being equal, may be discriminated against and miss a crack at the bat. It is unfair to my friends upon whom I will impose unduly, to my school, which by the way is not UP and from which I did not graduate, and to myself for stooping low. I do something like this, what business do I have talking about right and wrong and suggesting to the youth in particular how they might comport themselves?
I believe in the integrity of the Upcat. And like the other parents, I will just have to be content to await its results, albeit with bated breath. I can only wish my son the very best of luck.
Now my question, which I suppose is also the question of the hundreds of thousands of parents whose kids have taken, or are taking, the Upcat, and demand absolute honesty from it because their lives depend upon it, is:
What the hell is Ms Arroyo still doing in Malacañang?

Thursday, August 04, 2005

SIN CITY

Slipping into bestial mentality
Stripped of own identity
Piercing the heart of tranquility
Vanquished the unifying civility

The neon lights of the city
Glares with a mournful piety
Strobelights sway the flirty
Swaggering in a Bacchalian party

I was barred from entry
Took refuge in another vicinity
To suffer for eternity
The pangs of cruelty

Wondering without entity
Forsaken by my deity --
the repository of beauty --
I long for my City.

Crime of Passion

Kill me with your smile
Murder me with your glance
Don't wake me in my trance
I long for this time

I am a fugitive from my heart
By denying your amorous presence
My feelings I try to outsmart
But you murder me with your glance

This is crazy, I tell myself
There's a remedy, a ready help
It's improper, it's a crime
But you kill me with your smile.